Mormon Wives’ Aspyn Ovard Details Daughter Cove’s Cancer Journey

Aspyn Ovard is shedding light on her family’s heartbreaking journey.

After the Secret Lives of Mormon Wives: Orange County star publicly revealed her daughter Cove’s terminal cancer diagnosis on the Hulu series premiere, she shared further insight into the last few years of her life as she navigated the 7-year-old’s health battle.

“Almost 4 years and I still haven’t found the words to describe the pain,” Ovard wrote in a Nov. 13 Instagram post, which featured family photos from the past several years. “Our life ripped away.”

As the YouTuber—also mom to daughters Lola, 5, and Elle, 2, with ex-husband Parker Ferris—detailed the emotional toll of her daughter’s diagnosis, she shared photos of her baby girl in the hospital, cuddling up with her parents and celebrating her 4th birthday.

“Always advocating for my baby,” Ovard wrote. “Every hope and dream I ever had for my family is gone. I still haven’t found a way to cope.”

“Didn’t think she would get to turn 4,” she added. “Celebrated 3 more birthdays since, always thinking it’s the last.”